3. Make The Choice
Actively decide to live for at least a little while.
You deserve to get a fair chance from yourself.
Again I’m not saying that you need to commit to living to 100 years old or something. Just commit to living for a while.
Give yourself a chance to try some other options out first. Don’t buy the first thing that you see.
Tell somebody about this and record your rationale for deciding to live for a little while.